another life

misplace

2010-07-21T04:32:00.000-07:00

some how i just felt misplace today

just came back from balling, sat there for the past one and a half hrs staring at the ball and the ball rolled off -.-

open the fridge and wanted to get some rice when the rice cooker is just beside the fridge and open the rice cooker trying to get some milk...

urgh wth is wrong wrong with me

ELATED !!!

2010-07-11T11:43:00.000-07:00

groom 8 dogs today and i'm so satisfied with the last dog that i groom ((((:

forwardddddddddddd !!

2010-06-19T10:37:00.000-07:00

not so looking forward to 26/6

so here's my planning till august...
gonna add someone to fb on the 20.7
might be meeting them on 28/7

life will no longer be the same again ...

RABBIT !

2010-06-15T05:24:00.000-07:00

2010-06-13T08:40:00.000-07:00

there's a reason why we are all born differently...

i forsee...

2010-05-28T11:54:00.000-07:00

how scary the future may become...

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i can no longer depend on anyone and i believe that this is the path that i'm going to take...

so what if you have seen the future and that everything is destine there is nothing i can do to change it now. who is gonna believe what i said ? it's way to far-fetch as if it's going to happen someday eh ?

against all odds

2010-05-25T11:18:00.000-07:00

my head hurt so badly that i almost fainted in the bus just now...
headache + heart ache = ???

there are some people in this world that i'm willing to go all out for but from what i know i'm starting to lose them slowly. To save me from disappointment i will not meet them because most of the time i get last min cancellation ...
the reason why i didnt want to meet up with Cynthia is because...
i didnt want to see my weaker side i feel so fragile i dont have enough courage to go meet her no matter how much i miss her i just cant bring myself forward.

treasure me when i'm still here dont regret when i'm gone

when you ask God for something

1. yes i will give it to you
2. no i wont give it to u, its not good for you
3. wait, i'll answer you at the right time
4. i've got a better idea than yours

but ultimately if you keep praying for something, God may still give it to you thou it's not what's good for you...

let's finally blog ?

2010-05-19T10:14:00.000-07:00

it's been sometime since i last blog eh ?
life is like a roller coaster, full of up and down
guess not for me.

before ORD i told myself that somethings i have to give up just before i can achieve something bigger in life. so what have i given up ? i gave up basketball, ballroom, and all my time i had been doing nothing except studying... life isnt getting any better right now in fact it's starting to get more and more stressful.

relationship-wise. i dont really want to get into a relationship right now life for me is already very taxing in other words i dont want to have any more troubles and i dont think i have time for it further more i have to stay focus which i have no idea why i kept losing focus doing the wrong things at the wrong time.

stay focus JM !!!
and i really wish to meet up with friends that i have not met up with for a very very long time...

let's EXERCISE !!

2010-05-02T11:38:00.000-07:00

i just realize how busy i had been lately and because of that i had to give up most stuff
like what Cynthia always told me 因为梦想而伟大

i had slack too much lately it's time to get cracking and start to exercise :D
anyone wanna join me ?

ouch

2010-04-21T09:58:00.000-07:00

i smell blood...
i taste blood...

damn i'm bleeding

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2010-04-17T12:47:00.000-07:00

if only i can turn back time...

just my luck

2010-04-09T09:46:00.000-07:00

my tooth got chip off AGAIN !

i dont want to go to the dentist because
* i do not want to spend before i start earning
* my bank saving is running low and i dont think i can afford it now

and sadly the only way i'm left with now is to glue it back which is what i'm trying to do now...

it's not working T_T

anyone have any bright idea on how to fix back a chip off tooth ?

life lowest point .

2010-04-04T09:07:00.000-07:00

I'm currently at my life lowest point. nothing seems to be working out and no matter what i do it just felt so wrong. this time it really hit hard on me. firstly my bike broke down on the highway then my wallet got stolen. i cant repair my bike and got to push it home and if anyone ever pick up that wallet of mine you can empty out the whole wallet but please DO return me the ring that's kept in the secret compartment. it's something very significant to me and is the only reason why i'm still me today

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1st April . nothing really big happen that day as i had presume that this year birthday will be the worse birthday ever . slept at 2 work up at 6 reach Sentosa at 8.30, a wasted trip. rush back to study... course ended around 6.30 rush over to church for revival night. greeted by huimin at the audi and didnt know how she knew that day was my birthday. revival ended at 9 and still wasnt expecting to celebrate my birthday with anyone and is planning not to... change my mind in the end because someone rush over from school just to celebrate my birthday. had dinner with Colin, Marcus and Esther(the busy woman) . didnt took me long to discover Marcus and Esther had gone to prepare a 'surprise'

thanks a lot friends. you guys brighten up my day .

happy birthday

2010-03-31T10:37:00.000-07:00

you just had to spoil my mood on the first hour of today

study

2010-03-24T02:13:00.000-07:00

3 thick books !!!
i need to study soon...
mugging anyone ?

1st lesson

2010-03-15T08:06:00.000-07:00

my first lesson today is almost exactly like the things i've done in army

cut nails, shave dogs, bath dogs, dry dogs...

and this will go on for the next 10 weeks T_T

totally no life .

jobless ?

2010-03-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

just quarreled with my dad over my future job...

damn pissed off now and feel like getting out of this place

it's my future, i know what i'm doing . i'll be thankful enough if they can just let me do what i want and stop bothering me with all those shit .

argh ! i need a breather .

2010-03-12T07:22:00.001-08:00

ORD LOH !!!

busy man

2010-03-09T02:50:00.000-08:00

3 more days to ORD
6 more days to working life
23 more days birthday

stressful life ...

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2010-03-04T04:24:00.000-08:00

8 more days to ORD !!

army life to working life gotta be fun? Thought of many stuff recently and i believe that it will come true. still recovering from fever and i swear that i'll not go to a doctor before i ORD !!

okay now my head really hurt blog again soon .

fallen asleep .

2010-03-02T04:59:00.000-08:00

too tired cant concentrate, shall update real soon .

是这样吧

2010-02-24T03:58:00.001-08:00

有些人注定一生被呵护，有些却注定孤军作战。

怨不得。要怪也只能怪自己命贱，怪自己太懂得照顾自己。

大家都把独立、坚强、理智和现实往你身上套，把原有的感性、害怕与脆弱都渺得微不足道。大家都忘了，你也只不过如此，也只不过是想在这残酷的现实中生存着。

但你仍然选择以微笑面对，无奈地任由命运摆布。

我在想，你脸上的面具能戴到什么时候？又或许，它早已失去了摘下的必要。

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2010-02-19T08:24:00.000-08:00

why does it always have to end up this way. its not the first time, and i believe it's not likely to be the last.

bah. its like im watching how the same show is going to unfold again.

i hate re-runs.

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i wanna meet up with people before i ORD and before everything start to drift away

e.f

2010-02-13T22:31:00.000-08:00

固执算不算任性的要求付出也可能看不到结果
终于你还是选择了放手用逃避让感情犯错。。。

i tried so hard not to cry this morning

i dont understand why

but it probably wouldnt happen when the time comes..

i hope?

Part V

2010-02-08T08:06:00.000-08:00

Said the fish to the sea,' why am I always the one asking you? '
The sea replied to the fish,'because I like being in your thoughts.'

I am neither a fish nor the sea, but know that you are always in my thoughts. If I were fish and you were the sea; would you let me swim in your heart? If I am the sea and you are a fish; you will always be the one in my heart….

Part IV

2010-02-04T22:41:00.000-08:00

The Fish to the sea,'So how many fishes did you known before me?' The sea replied to the fish,'you are surely not the first fish I have known, but you will always be the first fish in my heart.'

I am neither a fish nor the sea, and we are not each other’s first but do you know every time when I start wondering; you will be first one in my mind….

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2010-02-02T06:13:00.000-08:00

again and again i told myself to have faith in you but you just have to fail me...

what have i done wrong ?

~~Best friend forever~~

Part III

2010-01-30T20:55:00.000-08:00

Said the fish to the sea,'Without fishes there is nothing in the sea.' The sea replied to the fish,'without you there is nothing in my life.'

I am neither a Fish nor the sea, without me you will still live on but without you, my life has no meaning....

Part II

2010-01-29T02:47:00.000-08:00

The fish to the sea,"I am here I will not leave you because I will die without you." The sea replied to the fish,"Without you my existence would have no meaning."

I am neither a fish nor the sea, yet I will not leave you because I love you.

The fish and the sea

2010-01-27T02:14:00.000-08:00

A fish once said to the sea," you cant see my tears cause i'm in you." then the sea said to the fish,"I can feel your tears cause you're in my heart."

I am neither the fish nor the sea yet i feel the pain when you cry...

life ?

2010-01-25T09:06:00.000-08:00

shall stay in for the next 2 days in camp...

night and see you peeps !

Complete Failure

2010-01-24T07:02:00.000-08:00

What if you fail after trying so hard one day and realize everything you've done had gone to waste...

Postcards

2010-01-22T01:09:00.000-08:00

it feels good to receive a postcard from overseas, or any mail for that matter. someone miles and miles away having the time of their life actually thought of you and bothered to write you something. isn't that so sweet?

makes me wonder if thats the way wives back during the war times felt when they received postcards from their husbands in some foreign land. "i'm on my bed now, i just fought those stinking *** soldiers this morning.. i'll be home soon." haha!

friends, if you are going overseas for longer than a month, i'd be happy to see a postcard on my table flown in from wherever you are =D